.bes?i wonder.

.my.my.i've been at the hospital today to visit my bes.and i wonder why i can't even talk to him.i wonder why i feel so awkward when he's around.i'm not like this before.but then it just happen.i really care for him and i do love him.he's my bes afterall but then.guess what.if u ware to ask him whose the better bes between me and the other.he will rather choose the other.lets just call her flirt.well.maybe bcoz he loves flirt but then i can't blame him.i can't even show to him how much i value him.i'm not as expressive as flirt.i'm not like her who always go to the hospital and just really care for him.and i wanna change that attitude of mine towards him.i might be the last option but then as long as i can still pretend that i don't know his answer towards that i will try my best to show him that i'll always be here.i'm not a perfect bes just like the others.i'm mean.i'm bad.i'm insensitive.and if ever he wanted to give up this friendship.i will just strongly accept his decision for i will respect it whole heartedly for i know its my fault why this friendship isn't working anymore.

.for the bicth girl i know.

.i hate you.err.and i really mean it.my gosh.how many times to you have to let my bes feel like you love him though i don't think u really are.can u stop showing that u're concern and you love him if you don't feel the same thing.my bes is really hurt with those actions of yours that you kept on showing to him.i know.my bes loves u.he really do.he even can wait for you until such time that u and ur boyfriend will break up.but then.do you really have plans of breaking up with him?i thought u love my bes but why are u doing this to him?she's still ur bes after all.don't u know that he is really wounded by now.he's sick physically.emotionally.and i know he's tired of waiting for u.but then what u always do is just to show that u care.u love him.and the rest.showing like u are in a boy-girl relationship though u're not.errr.stop being a flirt bitch!cut-it-off.u're so mean.i know i'm mean and unfair to my bes which is ur bes as well.but hurting him without u realizing what u are doing is much more unfair and with this he's badly waiting for u to finally realize that u will choose him over ur boyfriend.but would u do that?i bet u won't.you're afraid of loosing sum1 ryt?that's why u can't let go either ur bes or ur bf.my.my.i really do hate u.don't wanna see u at school.wana drag u down and put you face to the ground and let u realize that choosing among the 2 is the best thing to do.damn.maybe i'm jealous for my bes loves u but u're not deserving of his love.other girls deserves his love more.not a bicth like u!get lost bitch!

.thoughts.thoughts.

.hai.i badly missed doing some blogging.I've been busy lately that's why i've been out for like years.haha.but then.hmmm..this blog entry might be about confusions in life.well.i can say that my 3rd yr life is ol about confusions.hmmm.most probably about frienship.err.i've been encountering lots of problems regarding this one.and it just badly disappoint me.but then.life still goes on and the world doesn't stop from rotating right?i've been like thinking about what do you think is the importance of a bes?err.is is ohwkie if ur the last option as long as both of u are still bes?what about the pride and many egos?err.i really hate this topic.just wanna open it here it my blog.tired of thinking about it.and so tired of seeing flirt girls around.when i mean about flirt.yes.they really are the ones who just can't be contented with only 1 but then they choose to have 2 or more.err.now i've finally prove that not only guys are the flirty ones but same is to the girls.err.

.malling after test

.yesterday is the last day of our examinations.and i'm so hpee for we're done with the study mode and now is the time for u to enjoy once again.we went to atc yesterday with only 10 in our group.haha.we're a little bit short this time compare to our last malling.hehe.we ate at yellow vab.but not ol of us.since we have different types.we even go to all flip flops to check the latest havs but unfortunately the havs there i think is not updates since the designs are olweiz repeated.hmp.instead of watching the movie.we just went to timezone.we have song video-ke there.play air hockey.basketball.quiz bee.wheel of fortune.drummania.deal or no deal.dance revo.and many more.we really enjoy it.then we went to look 4 sumthing to buy.and all the thing we did is to say "ang cute nman".haha.i so love the word.then we went to look for twilight and breaking dawn until we hpeen to meet some students from thomas.den we went to festi.and we have our studio pic.and i hppen to c some nicho and heard some irritating news abt our favorite girl.and i also hppen to talk to my bhezt.my feet really aches.i swear.and when i reach home i thought i'll be having cramps.hehe.that ol 4 now.let's just c nxt month on where are we heading 4.hehe.

.school cramming.

.today is our iP day.grr.h8 it so much.we have lots of stuffs to work on to.yesterday we had our xbyang pagbigkas.in which luckily we've won the 3rd placer.we really worked hard 4 it.we olweriz practice and during our last practice it took us until 7pm.so late.but i enjoi it.haha.den today is iP day.which consist of the egyptian chorvaness.grr.h8 it so much.we had the lowest grade in our class.maybe in the whole level.i'm really mad at sir.vitug for giving us such grade as 8 over 30 since we didn't show to him our effort.damn.sh*t.how can he say that?he just didin't apppreaciate our work.which made me feel really bad.i'm mad today.i thought this would be a hpee day since today is me and my baby bes monthsary but i just happen to be really mad.hate u sir.vitug.grrr.

.my baby bes.

.my baby bes.well.just got some time doing some blog.and one thing that just pops to my head is my baby bes.well.he's someone very dear to me.he's been my best friend for like 3yrs now.i do love him a lot.he's always there at my side everytime i have problems.the one whom i can talk too about everything.when i'm sad he's always there for me.he always lend his shoulders to me when i feel like crying.particularly is i cry at school he will always help me cheer up.try to make me laugh again.make me feel at ease in a way.he's someone who understands me and try to always communicate with me.even though he has his own commitments he never fail in talking and being with me all the times.he's someone i know i'll treasure forever.for he loves me and he cares for me.hai.i don't wanna loose my baby bes.he's the best.love u.mwah.

.strike anywhere.

.today is saturday.so supposed to be it's my rest day.but unfortunately.i don't happen to take a rest.1st in for most.we have to buy our project for tle.with sir vitug and the rest of the officers.it's really an exciting trip on the way to manila.since it's not a field trip or anything.and as always.sir vitug is someone who can really make u laugh so hard.haha.and we have to ride the LRT to reach carriedo.and my.my.that's the 1st tym i've ever rode a LRT.but not a train anymore since i've already rode the shinkansen and local trains at japan.haha.the day is not all happiness but with some drama as well.like.let's say.when hiro approach jill to ask for forgiveness.my.my.what a scene.but as usual.things will always turn to be good if u just talk properly.haha.after buying the project.we ate at jabee.and went back to pacita by like 3pm.but instead of going home directly.the girls decided to go to festival.haha.isn't quite tiring?after manila you will now go to alabang.but that's fine.i really enjoy it.it's really tiring but over all.i realy enjoy my day.i still jave lots of plans for tomorrow.since i still have to attend our practice.gtg guys.

.test days is over.

.it;s been like weeks since i last did my blog.well.i've been pretty busy this week.doing tons of assignments.projects.class works.club works.and many stuffs.i really can feel the pressure of being a president for both club and class president.haha.but anyways.i still enjoy it.since u know.i love pressure.i love doing many things.since everytime i do this and that.i happen to forget all my worries which made me feel quite happy.hahaha.test days are finally over.my gosh.chem&geom just made me crazy.the test is really difficult.there are lots of computations.numbers.grr.h8 it.but at least the test today is somewhat easy.compare to yesterday's exam.well.got to go now.still have to finish our computer proj.

.end of gloomy days.

.ghadd!miss blogging.i've been very busy at scholl that's why i haven't find tym doing some blogging.but for some reasons i'm really grateful.guess what?me and my best friend are olready fine now.we're back to our normal friendship.though he asked me for a month tym maybe for him to adjust and to think of other things.but that's fyn with me.a month gap doesn't mean anything will come to it's end right?though i had thought of ending our friendship but after some talking i just can't give it up yet.he's still my best friend.1st guy best friend to be specific.there r some thoughts like when tym comes and he will choose between me and his love and also best friend abby.he will choose abby.but that's fine with me.it doesn't bother me now since i just thought that we're stil in high school.we'll still meet lots of people and maybe 1 of those people will be considered as our true best friend.so for now.at least having him as my bhezt is enough.and my baby bes is olways there.love him so much.

.leadership training.

.today is our leadership training.and i quite enjoy it.why quite?maybe because.i have a problem which made me cry last night.and like.seing him this morning made me feel more sadder and angry.i mean.if u can't fulfill a promise just don't try to promise one.or at least.txt that person so that she will be aware that u can't call her.damn.he's really.really mean.he always made me cry.but anyweiz.he's not the reason why i'm having this blog.it's about the leadership training.the 1st part is quite interesting.since fr.wilLy is really a gud speaker.and the seminar doesn't sounds boring.after that.the following afternoon activity.is really exciting.doing the 15 task really greatfully.but it just made me feel dehydrated since i really lack water.haha.but i really enjoy the running.and also the part when we have to transfer like a basket of balls to the empty basket using garter.it is really hard yet interesting.but after that.it's already the end of the training which made me feel disappointed.i like expect a lot.but that's fine.at least i enjoy it.but something bad had happened.my baby bes and her gf just had this misunderstanding.which made me feel sadder even more.hai.i quite enjoi the whole day.but still.it's really gloomy.

.damn 3rd yr.

.i'm just starting my 3rd yr life.and mind me.it's really terrible in my case.except to the fact that i'm the classroom president which made me busy doing things for our room.cLub president which made me more busy since i also have my obligations to my cLub.and the last thing is.having commitments.to whom?not to a boy friend.but to a best friend.i never had a boy friend.but based on what's happening.i feel like i have one.grr.just badly a headache.we always argue.as in always.we even argue about small things.he promises sumthing.but just happen that he broke it.i wanted to scream at him.but i can't.i wanted to igive up the friendship.but i'm afraid.i wanted to sLap him.but i can't.i always compare him to my baby bes.but now i assure him.he can't blame me from doing that.he really is different from my baby bes.grr.i hope all this things will end.so that i can enjoy my 3rd yr life.

.don't want to loose u.

.i've been having lots of troubles this schoo yr.the week will never pass without me having some arguements with my best friend.it's pretty normal to both of us.we argue all over again with the most common reason.i don't know why that's the only reason we really have for us to argue.and that reason is most likely because of my baby bes.my baby bes is really important to me.i mean.i can talk to him anytime.i text him most of the time.whether i'm happy or not.i cry to him when i feel like crying.he really looks like my older brother but that thing just made me and my bhezt argue most of the times.he's jealous with my baby bes.he always told me that i should just prefer my baby bes instead of him since my baby bes finds time to talk to me unlike him.i mean.how can we arrange this matter if we don't talk about it seriously.i love them both and i don't know how to move on if i will loose one of them.my bhezt is my weakness.i always cry everytime we fight.some might think that we're like in a girl-boy relationship since we argue a lot and we look like one.but we're not.just plainly best friends.but can't live without him.

.mY new section.

.i was supposed to write my blog tomorrow since there are lots of things that i'm doing lately.but i just can't helped writing a blog today since this thing badly bothers me.at the start of the school year.i'm so glad being at nicholas since there are lots of magdalenes there and there are people who are close to me but unfortunately.our adviser isn't so nice after all.he's simply irresponsible.doesn't bother to assist us or even remind us of the stuffs we have to do.then next are my classmates.they're so noisy.and kinda insensitive.they doesn't know whether they should stop from talking or not.and they love to go outside of the room which is kinda prohibited when the teacher is out.then same is to one of my korean classmate who just pisses me off.since he blames me for not giving him his notebook but our teacher needs the notebook.grrr.damn hate it.then our room is very dirty like what a trash can.hai.i badly miss magdalene.there is still num1 for me.hehe.

.gloomy days without my bhezt.

.i'm having such bad days lately.maybe it's not seen at school but often times i'm just bursting it out here at my blog.just like my previous blog.i've been talking about my best friend.we've been like encountering lotsofproblems lately as if we're in a boy and girl relationship.ghadd!hate it so much.we've been like arguing most of times.it's either i miss interpret him or probably like vice-versa.i don't want to disturb my baby bes anymore since he's hpee with his girl friend right now.which made me feel a little relieved since i know how much he loves her and at least now there are less worries so i don't want to be his worries this time.i know i really love my bhezt.though there are years and times when we don't communicate or less communication happens but as long as i know i have a best friend like him i'm really grateful.i feel like i have my big brother.who worries.cares.and loves me more than any of my friends does.i really really treasure him so much and i always does.but lately.it seems that we're having many gloomy days.i don't talk to him right now at least i'll try to find myself first.and try to live like he doesn't exist but the thing is.can i really overcome this?can i really live like he doesn't belong here in the world?i wish i could.but sometimes i think i can't.that's my weakness.haii.i miss my bhezt.

.why do i have to choose?

.how many best friends do u have?i just hate the fact why do we have to state how many they are.do we really have to choose between our best friends?does the word "best friend" only means u only have 1 best friend?i really didn't get the point.grr.damn it.u might be wondering why this thing just pops here.i have my bhezt.we've been best friends for 4yrs now.imagine.how long that 4yrs is?and then.i also have my baby bes.we've been like best friend for 3yrs now.isn't also long?then for some jealousy my bhezt just then asked me to like choose between them.though, he doesn't said that to me directly but that's the thought of it.so i just don't appreaciate it since he knows that i'm not good at decision making.my bhezt and baby bes are gud friend.they belong to one group so they bond a lot.then he will ask me to choose.damn.what' wrong with him?but i really appreciate my baby bes since he told me that it's okay for him to give up our 3yrs of being best friends just to let my friendship with my bhezt to stay longer and he also said that nothing will change.it doesn't matter whether we called bes or not.it's about how much we trust.love.and care each other.isn't touching?hai.i know.this is like comparing them.but i can't helped it.it's just mean.

.happiest day for 3rd yr.

.today is the last day of our unit teast which made me really hpee.at least all the days of those review stuffs are done.though i really didn't review.hahaha.since we are half day to day.magdaLene people decided to have some malLing stuffs which will be the celebration of partoza's birthday.i really enjoi celebrating her birthday a lot.the very 1st thing we did this morning is to sing a very happy birthday song to her and there are lots of picture takings too instead of studying.haha.that's what i badly miss at bL. magdaLene.we ate at shakey's.since we are 10 people so we expected to have a big bill.haha.and we really do ate a lot.no doubt abt it.haha.after than we watched "get smart".it's really a very funny movie.so love it so much.action comedy type.and since we are very plenty.i really enjoy it since we're together all the way.hehe.and so we decided to go to pixie after the movie.some rode the fun mouse but as for us, we just played basketball.haha.as usual.that's our favorite game.and there are lots of picture takings too.hehe.and finally.we decided to have the actual picture taking at the studio.which really made me laugh since there are lots of side comments which is kinda common to them.hehe.we also went to xsite.haha.i finally saw a very kawaii guy.he's wearing a pink polo yet he does have earrings.but that's fine with me.haha.he really is very handsome.my my.he really completes my day.haha.den some of us left.like thet.te jo.wild boyz[as they call themselves].marco.laine.and sel.so again.it's the 4 of us again who were left.we played basketball again.kinda a contest and for those who will get the lowest score will be punished.haha.we also bough a tee for jervs since he's asking for sum advice about clothing[feeling fashion experts.haha.] and we bought drinks at tokyo tokyo.it's like around 6:15pm when we decided to leave and go home.that's the new record this year.the latest ever.haha.my feet aches.but i really enjoyed it.wat a fulfilLing and exciting day.hpee bdhei partotz.

.best friend?

.this thing just bothers me quiet a lot lately.i have thsi best friend.he'so nice and has been my best friend for almost 4 yrs now.we've been to lots of arguements and misundestandings a lot.but this yr.it just happened that we're classmates.after 4yrs, we're now together again in one classroom.which kinda makes me feel awkward.i know it's my fault of not talking to him or approaching him.but looks like we're both pre-occupied inside the room.and we doesn't look like best friends after all.the only thing you can see us is like a president and treasurer talking.grr.i just hate that thing.he doesn't even text me.and this thing even made me annoys.he texted like a friend of mine.and he will just text me about projects or assignments.or anything bout school.grrr.i really.really hate it.i don't wanna give up or friendship.maybe my baby bes is right.only time can tell.

.home sick.

.it's been like 2weeks since our class starts.but still.i'm not used at being part of st.nicholas.i'm badLy home sick.i miss magdaLene.all their kLandian and stuffs.though i can say that nicholas is a very happy class coz everyone loves to laugh.and so far.the bond between one another is starting which is good since sooner or later.we will be as one.but the thing is.sometimes.it's kinda our of place.the noise isn't should be there.and the major thing is.being the president.damn!everytime i remember that i'm the president of the class.i just badly feel bad.duh?it's really a big responsibility.u have to do this and that.and if u're class is noisy.u will be the one who will be scolded first.the teachers will always ask the president.damn!i hate the president thing.i just wanted to be like the others.who does what they wanted to.go out like nobody cares.wanna be like.what i am when i'm still in magdalene.without any pressure from the adviser and classmates.haii.i really have to spill it out here.i just wanna clarify.i don't hate nicholas.it's just that.i haven't move on yet.and i feel like.i'm still dreaming.

.braces.

.after weeks.finalLy.the day has finalLy arrived.i'M now wearing bRaces.both the uppEr and loweR one.so which means.it badLy aches.daMn hate it!this is just my 2nd day.and i realLy can stilL feeL the paiN.it just made me feeL bad more.siNce i haven't sLept welL last night due to this braces which badLy aches last night.i wouLd like to take it off for the mean time just for me to get some sLeep but i can't.then.next week.my doctor wilL add rings.whatever.one thing's for sure.it wilL just further give me such pain that i don't want to encounter.welL.that's what you calL sarcrifice.i hope this will onLy be for two weeks.coz it realLy aches a lot.and i can't eat any solids.i realLy envy to those people at home whom eat what they want.huhuhu.that's alL for now.

.first week as 3rd yr hs.

.this week is our first week being third yr students.i'm quite excited being with my new section since i still have maggie.jervz.seL.cess.zing.drehya.and.dous.people who are really close to me since they are my classmate before.and i also have some of my close friends from before.so they are not new to me.hehe.but.i didn't expect that during our 2nd day we will be having tons of homeworks.duh?it's really hard having those homeworks.particularly our homework at geometry.grrr.so hate it.it's really long.and there are really lots of assignments for the other subjects as well.so it just made me feel very mad.and pressured as well.and for next week.there will be lots of quizzes and reportings.and that's what i badly hate.reportings already?isn't a bit early?grrr.why?why?first week is really bad.i hate the homeworks.quizzes.and even recitation.so mean.that's all i can say as of now.hehe.

.first day bLues.

.today is the 1st day of class.and i'm really excited abt it.but i slept at around 1am already.so when i woke up at 5am.i was really sleepy.i don't even remember that today's the 1st day of cLass.hehe.my service fetch us early.earlier than expected.so i was still pretty shocked about it.hehe.as i arrived at school.i've seen jill together with ivy.well.we're waiting for partotz and jervin to arrived.and on my way to our room.i've seen jhude.the most loveliest brother of ysabel.he's really kwaii.but he's heavy.hehe.so when we went upstairs i've seen some familiar faces.well.some come back students.hehe.and so we enter our room and i've seen my new adviser.which is mR.ferDinand romEro.my gosh.this is the 1st time that he will be my teacher.and i've heard some not good news about him.and as he listed down our schedule and so is the teachers.i've found out that,mS.divine is our teacher.well.as i've said before.i don't want her to be my teacher.i just don't feel her.hehe.and so is to my previous teacher in the 1st yr.which is.well.better not to mention her name.hehe.i'm really glad that we have our shortened sched today.so we go home late.and i'm glad about it.i still miss bL.magdaLene.they are my famiLy at schooL.and mS.adviento is our dearest mother.i stilL miss their laugh and aLso alL their compLains.hehe.welL.tommorow's our 2nd day.gudLuck to alL of us.i just hope we wilL survive.

.my girL mall tour.

.so today is my schedule for the panaromic xray.which obviously is being moved.instead of yesterday.it's been re-sched today.so when jervinita texted me and was like let's meet at sM munti.i was like "how?but i'lL try my best".and yes.luckily.i got the results earlier than expected.so i still happened to be at sM munti by 3pm.which is still a hour earlier since the mall tour will start by 4pm.and so i've seen jervinita there.well.he's slimmer than before.and much taller.kinda envy of his height since i feel like i'm not getting taller anymore.huhu.but anyways.the cast was like 30minutes late that the expected time.and there are badly lots of people.the cast happen to be at the cinema so we waited downstairs but that's not too easy since there are this huge crowd shouting and pushing one another.but i'm really glad i've seen enchong.as in enchong dee.i really do love him so much.since those "alL about ur love" days.and he's such a very handsome.talented.and.smart man.my gosh.so so so handsome.hehe.like what i've said there are lots of people so the pictures i had captured isn't in it's best quality.but at least i've tried my best to capture some.

.kim with vj laiLa.

.my gosh.kim with enchong.he's really handsome.


.secretary of juLian[shila].and sis of toni.[christine] [don't know their real names]


.this time with vj laila and jeffrey.


.gerald.sori if blurred.

.so overall i really enjoyed it a lot.finally.by just seeing enchong.it just really made my day so special.haix.wanna see him again.

.i have my new sec.what's yours?

.today.they already released the sections which i didn't expect since i thought it will be tomorrow.so thanks to thea that i've known my sec.my new section is st.nicholas.so what's yours?maggie is there.which i'm really glad about.at least.there is someone i'm close with.den aziza is there.and so is to cess.jervz.and aldous.i'm really glad that there are lot's of magdalenes there.since i badly miss them.but partotz.jill.shila.marco and sam isn't there.which made me a little disappointed.but at least.shila's room is near us and so is to partotz.i still don't know what jill's section is.so i'm still curious about it.but otherwise.aina.jam.and hiro.is also at nicholas.so i know many of them.but i still hope that there will be some adjustments about this.but i'm really glad that i'm not part of the star section.thank God!

.braces or not?

.i know.class will finally resumes.it's like 3days to go.and i'm really excited to see my buddies yet i'm kinda lazy about waking up so early.still enjoying waking up late.hehehe.but.there's really something that bothers me a lot.and this is where it all started.yesterday.we went to see our dentist.and when she checked my teeth.she told me that i need to have braces.in which i was really shocked.i mean.it's like.braces?why?i'm kinda afraid of it because i will be like forbidden for either a week or two to eat any solids.all liquids?can't live with it.huhuhu.and she asked me to have the panaromic x-ray.to check my whole teeth.since she can't barely see the others on the back portion.but my schedule for that will be tomorrow.i still can't believe that i will be having braces.my.my.i wonder why.well.that's pretty new.

.why are gays all around?

.omg.just wondering why gays are all around.i mean.i do love them.they're really kind and they always made me laugh.hehehe.but just wondering why they really are everywhere.i've seen lot's of them at mcDo near makati med.and omg.i've seen this gay.he really looks like a basketball player at 1st look.but he really has his kikay kits.and he's applying powder and lip gloss.and together with her fellowship.they're totally are really great.hehehe.and again.upon entering makati med.i've seen lot's of them again.wearing really short shorts.my gosh.they're really have the confidence.and when searching some items needed for school.they are also around at national and power books.my gosh.can't believe it.they're fellowship is getting bigger and bigger.hehehe.

.boredom at makati.

.so.today as we had planned.we went to makati.but this day is badly different.this isn't like the previous ones wherein i enjoy being at makati to shop.well.me and my mom went there.first we went to makati med because she will see her ob-gyne to discuss abt some results abt her test.my gosh.her doctor is badly late.she arrived around 11am.and my mom is still 8th in the line.grr.such boredom really strikes.luckily is have my phone.so i just listen to plenty of songs.either japanese or english or mandarin.many languages.but so love them.after that we went to her appointment to her dentist.well.this also means one thing.i will be waiting for her until she finish.and their session last for 3hours.so i'm really hungry since i just ate hamburger w/fries.so the only thing i've did is just listen to music again and read some magazines.finally.after all her appointments.some kinda exciting thing happened.we went to glorietta and bought some stuffs.in which i enjoi since i'm badly bored.around 6pm we went home.and on the way home.i saw chris' billboard.he replaced atkins as the model of handford.he's so handsome.hehe.

.remaininf vacation days.

.we only have a week to go before class resumes.and i'm so sick thinking about it.i just can't imagine waking up again at around 5am in the morning.spending my whole day at school.sometimes the subject is boring and u tend to sleep though it's really hard for u.going back at home late in the afternoon.doing those assignments.my gosh.enough of this.i'm really enjoying my vacation.i so love going to different malls and buying many stuffs that sometimes i need.but most of the times.i don't.hehe.but there's one thing i still wanna do this vacation.and that is to have swimming.i just happen to swim for around 6times this vacation.but for the previous one i spent for like 10 and above.so i badly miss it.well.gonna spend my day tomorrow at makati.still going to shop.and visit the dentist.

.my feet aches.

.so today is sunday.and as expected.we always went to the mall after the mass.but.we decided to have the mass at the mall.since it's really hot.so at least there.it's kinda cool.after the mass.we were supposed to developed our pictures from our trip in japan.but the sad thing is.they already don't have the matte type of paper.which we like.so.we decided not to developed them.hehe.den.we ate at shakey's.i badly miss eating pizza a lot.that's why i'm so thankful we will eat pizza once again.i'm just grateful about it.hehe.den i also bought my memory card for my phone.and so is to memory card reader.and.padlock for my locker.i badly feel now that class is coming soon.after that.we shop some things my younger sister needs.and my mom bought some things for our home.some paintings and stuffs.i wonder why she really bought those.hehe.i also happen to see ms.divine.my gosh.i really didn't expect to see her.and.i'm still praying.that she will be my teacher.*peace*and after that.we just went to the grocery to buy some meat.and some supplies at home.my gosh.my feet badly aches.well.it's like spending 8hours at the mall.walk.walk.walk.grr.but i still enjoy it.well.next stop.will be at makati.hehe.

.akanishi jin is loved.

.my.my.who wouldn't love this guy?yes.he really is.akanishi jin.he's such a very handsome guy.and even eager to learn english so that he went to caLi.he really have this amazing voice which u would surely love.and.my gosh.speaking of his voice.it's really deep.and very warming.i badly miss him during his hiatus to study abroad but.after he came back.it's like KAT-TUN is back.i mean.they're now completer.and all of them miss him so much.not only them.but same is to their fans who surely love him so much.after coming back from caLi.he began to be a little more matured than before.and his eyes became quite teary.since.he crys more often now than before.and one proof for that is when he and ji-chan [nakamaru yuichi.kame used to call him that] had this punishment at hokkaido.and yuki.the little kawaii boy whom they look around for like an hour gave them his drawing.he really did cry and kame was like."don't cry".so funny.hehe.and even during yukan club times.he usually cry when the scene is kinda sad.hehe.he also loves to eat.many people knows abt that.that's his favorite hobby.including kame and pi-chan.hehe.he really enjoy his time playing with his dogs.and.mind me.if u don't have any money.and u wanna eat out.he's the best guy you should go out with.he loves to treat his friends.and i know.kame and pi knows that.hehehe.i so love this guy.as a singer.actor.and as an ordinary japanese guy.he truly is someone to be loved.so.jinjin fans out there.i belong to the group.hehe.

.getting afraid of your new section.

.i guess.the reason why this thing pops on my head because i am kinda afraid of my new section.well.i know that meeting new people is part of growing up.and so is to having new classmates.but.until now i still have those bad habits of being afraid to the new section to where i will belong.i just wanted at least one of my closest buddies to be with my new section.grr.i hate to be alone.that's probably me anyweiz.hehe.being kinda afraid to ur new section is a little bit considerable.but afterwards.u will love ur section.and say "it's the best".my.my.class resume is really close.and the sections will be released soon too.i still don't want to see my section.if only bL.magdalene can stay.but i know that's impossible.

.crazy ideas abt 1st day of cLass.

.as i mention.our class resume is getting closer.so i'm just having my crazy thoughts about 1st day of classes.well.i really enjoi it a lot.since i will meet again my best buddies.but.as olweiz.there are lots of facts about happening during 1st day of class.1st.it's really hard knowing ur section.i mean.particularly if u just asked some1 to look it for u.since there are this huger massive crowd wherein the parents or guardians of the pre-schoolers and gradeschoolers are there at the lobby.next thing is.knowing where your room is and looking for ur friends.my gosh.that's what i hate the most.looking for ur classroom and being lost at your own school because you keep on looking for ur frends.it's really lonely being alone during the 1st day.argh!i don't want to experience that.i'm not a loner.hehe.den.introduction.this is my most hated part during 1st days.i mean.i know it's kinda necessary introducing yourself to other especially if they are new to u.but.isn't that only the new students are the one who should introduce themselves?since we.the old students.know one another for such long period of time.and.lastly.expectations from the teacher.argh!i also don't like this.we always have to write something about what we expect from the teachers.and i'm kinda afraid of those new teachers.who knows if they are the terror ones.i mean.i don't want any to be my teacher.hehe.so.those are just my crazy thoughts abt class resume.can't wait to c my best buddies.hehe.

.missing them.

.i'm having my own countdown for class resume.since i badly miss my best buddies there.i really enjoi being at school just having them beside me.i mean.even though there are lots of pressure regarding studies.lot's of homeworks to be done.projects to be pass.and.lot's of test to be pass.i still enjoy my school life since there are always there with me.going to malls and watching movies.having some food trips.and lots of things we really enjoy.so that's why i badly miss them.


.my bLessed magdalene pals.

.i just badly hope that they're still my classm8s this school year.they really mean so much to me.they always made me laugh and at the same time.they also made me cry quite sometimes.but.their laughters and their tears are the most special thing they ever gave to me.they like accepted me as who i am.we hang out together.listen to what each others feeling.no hatreds to anybody.being honest to what we really feel.and most especially.when u feel like.they are really your family.even though at the same age.but having a mother.who doesn't want to be called one.hehe.miss her so much.hehe.

.shopping.

.well class will resume soon.so first things first.we have to bought new stuffs for school.and that's my favorite part.hehe.i really enjoy looking for new shoes.new bags.and of course.looking forward to new notebooks.i so love cattleya ones.but.when i first see my school books.i was like."why are they so many?can my brain absorbed all of this?"sound funny right?haha.but yes.that's the first thing that pops in my mind.as u grow older.studies are getting harder.and i'm not kinda the one who used to always read my books.instead i'm the type of student who wants craming.i really enjoy that a lot.i dunno why.hehe.

.here's my bag.so love the color.since it's blue.hehe.

.my latest chuck taylor.here's the left side.

.now the right side.so love their style.

.i'm not yet done capturing my goods for school.so the rest will still be coming soon.hehe.

.souveniers.

.well.of course.when u go to new places one thing you should do is to buy souveniers and stuffs.i really bought a lot.especially at tokyo disneyland.some of them will be given to my lovely friends.and some of course are for decorations to my room.since japanese yen really have this huge amount.i mean.their numbers are really big and looks like their money doesn't have any values anymore.so many of their things are really expensive.

.my stuffs from tokyo disneyland.

.and.

.stuffs from universal studios japan.

.as what i've written at my previous blog.stuffs at osaka are kinda expensive.so i haven't bought a lot.huhu.

.summer 2008.part 3.

.well.this is now the part 3 of my summer 2008.since we went to japan.and after going to disneyland.you should also go to universal studios japan.well.the weather isn't going with us because it's raining.but that's fine.we still enjoy our stay there.it's kinda the same to the universal studios at LA.hehe.but the globe here is kinda different.because the one at city walk in LA have the universal studios word itself.but at japan.they only have universal.but the color is really dark.hehe.the peter pan's lagoon is loved.and same is to their 4D shows.i so love the shrek one.it really made me laugh.the spiderman's adventure is unique too.however.my ultimate favorite ride.is the hollywood dream.a very very long roller coaster.that runs from the entrance to the hollywood dream area.but i so love it.hehe.their foods are really awesome too.as usual.pastries are their main attractions.hehe.

.here's the globe at the entrance.

.while waiting for the ET ride.

.at the line for the back to the future ride.

.hollywood dream.

.overall.it's really an awesome experience for me once again.i enjoy in a lot.and bought also souveniers.however.their stuffs here are much expensive that the stuffs at disneyland.i totally wonder why.hehe.

.summer 2008.part 2.

.so as i had said.i will divide my blogs in different parts.and here is the part 2 of it.my journey at disneyland park.well.i enjoy it so much.this is the 2nd disneyland park i've been.the first one is at LA.tokyo's disneyland is unique in other ways than the disneyland at LA.since it's spring at japan.so all the flowers bloom beautifully.so the mickey's face at the entrance is really alive.u can even smell the flowers.but one thing that's different from their entrance there is the characters.in LA.u will see them once u enter the castle but at tokyo.they're already outside.and there are no lines to be followed to have pictures with them.so it's really random.first come first serve.hehe.they also have this fast pass policy.wherein u will just get the ticket but inserting ur passport.it will be a big help since the lines are really long.the longest waiting time i've encountered is when we rode the splash mountain.it's like.80 minutes.my feet hurts badly.hehe.

.at chip n' dale's tree house.well.those chipmunks are really funny.hehe.

.look at momhie and jane.they obviously enjoy their stay at toontown.hehe.


.of course.everyone's waiting for the dream lights.it's the best among of them.


.night mode castle.isn't great?so love it.

.well.i really enjoy my stay here.u should also go here.particularly this year.they're celebrating their 25th year.and also spring festival.

.2008 summer.part1.

.well.i decided to divide this blog into different parts because i can't put in just one part all the happenings in my 2008 summer.for me.this is the most unforgettable summer i've ever had.i have given the chance to be at japan.i mean.i really wanted to be here.since i love jpop icons a lot.and so is to their movies and dramas.so i'm just very grateful being able to go here just for this summer.i have a really memorable summer.i enjoy many things at japan.and also discover many of them.so as olweiz.my favorite spot is tokyo disneyland and disneysea. i enjoy it so much.disneysea have the most amazing rides.since.the crowd there are lesser that disneyland.since this year is disney's 25th anniversary.there are lots of parades and shows.

.our family pic before at disney sea.

.of course.our journey there wouldn't be complete without some headbands and clips.

.the three of us.waiting for our meal.hehe.

.there are lots of crazy rides there.my ultimate favorite among them is the storm rider.it's really a one of a kind ride.it looks like that u're really riding a plane which will encounter a tornado.but ur just simply seating.oh my.what a wonderful ride.indiana jones as well.splash mountains.house of terror.so amazing.and of course.foods are also awesome.wanna go back there again.gonna cut this for a moment.disneyland will be at part 2.

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.class resume is moved.

.i can't explain how happy i am hearing the latest announcement that the class resume will be moved to june10.well.supposed to be.it will be this june2.but for some unknown reasons.they had announced that it will now be june10.at first.i thought that it was plainly a joke.i mean.it's really rare hearing those kinds of announcement a week before class resume.but it isn't.so i'm very grateful about it.i enjoy summer a lot.waking up late.except today because i've watched american idol as early as 8am.sleeping late.doing some crazy stuffs all over again.and watching different jdramas as well as movies.i will surely miss those things when class resumes because my time will be alloted in making homeworks.projects.and other stuffs related to school.but.if there's one thing i love in coming back to school.is that.i will meet again my beloved friends.badly miss them so much.so i wanted to be with them once again.

.results have been shown.

.so today.is the day when we will now know the new american idol.and after 19weeks.they have come to the end.i'm so expecting david archuleta to be the newest american idol.but sad to say.he isn't bcoz' david cook wins the night.i kinda sad about it.maybe because i expected to much.but after all.i've realized that david cook also deserves the spot.coz he really sangs well.and.he also put his very best to win the competition.though david archuleta didn't win.but for me.he's still the winner.he's still young and he can still do many things for himself and for others as well.and for sure.he will still shine and be more famous even though he weren't able to get the crown.


.david archuleta is still my american idol.and he will always be.it's still a long way.and this is still the start of his career.way to go david archuleta.ganbarre!

.who's who.

.so.yes today is the performance for the finals of the american idol.and.i'm so happy that the 2davids are at the finals.since they are my bet for the final two ever since.and so.i just don't happen to watch the live via sattelite since i happen to shop.shop.and shop.hehe.so i only watched the replay.hehe.and i'm really glad bout their performance.both of them are so great.well.i would tend to agree to simon.saying that the 1st round belongs to david archuleta.with his song "don't let the sun go down on me."it almost made me cry.he really did such an amazing performance.the next round.i would tend to disagree to simon.bcoz' this round belongs to david cook.when he sang."dream big".it's such a wonderful song.with great melodies as well.and he really sang it great.and for the final round.it's really david archuleta's round.with his version of "imagine".it really moved me a lot.with all his emotions being used in singing that song.it's so awesome.so tomorrow is the judgment day.so which one is ur bet?

.is it.

.the balladeer.david archuleta?


.or.

.the rockist.david cook?

.let's just wait for tomorrow's decision.but one things for sure.his name will surely be david.hehe.ganbatte! ja ne.

.summer is almost at it's end.

.well.summer is almost ending.and classes will soon start.i know it's kinda boring coming back at school since all we have to do is to study.study.study.but the good thing about it is meeting my lovely friends.i'm so excited seeing them once again.hehe.but after all.i have a very memorable summer vacation this year.i also happen to bought my new havaianas.well.i really love them so much.

.that's my new hava.the pics kinda dim.and it's color is brown.

.i so love this summer.though i weren't able to swim that much.since we went out of the country.but that's fine.at least.i'm not so tan like last year.hehe.that's all i have today.still have to go shopping for class resume.mata ne.

.loving jmovies lately.

.well.this is my first post here.after a year.and lately.i've been like a huge addict at jmovies.i mean.i do love jdramas a lot.i enjoy them so much and so is to their stories.but after discovering miura haruma's movie.i just badly looked for many movies further more.his movie is titled koizora.i really fall inlove to this.the story is so great.it's so rare seeing a movie like this.since the storyline is really awesome.and it's based on a true to life story.the next one is.boku wa imouto ni koi wo suru. the storyline is also great.but the ending isn't so great after all.what a sad story but i still loved it.and jun is so handsome there.the next one is.prince of tennis:live action.my.my.shirota yuu is here.best buds of jin and pi-chan.and he really looks handsome there playing the role of tezuka.and so is to hongo kanata.who plays the role of ryoma echizen.he really fits the role.but he's still kinda shortie there.compare to when he guested at tantei gakuen q.and the last movie i've watched last week is crows zero.u heard it right.it's now out.and there are also english subs for me to further understand.hehe.it's kinda a harass movie but the lesson u will learn from it is something you should remember always.and shun really deserves the award he gets because of his role hear.but he still looks handsome after lot's of fights.and.there will be a sequel for it which will be at theaters my 2009 but the filming will start this july.well.that's all from me tonight.gonna search for more.hehe.