.home sick.

.it's been like 2weeks since our class starts.but still.i'm not used at being part of st.nicholas.i'm badLy home sick.i miss magdaLene.all their kLandian and stuffs.though i can say that nicholas is a very happy class coz everyone loves to laugh.and so far.the bond between one another is starting which is good since sooner or later.we will be as one.but the thing is.sometimes.it's kinda our of place.the noise isn't should be there.and the major thing is.being the president.damn!everytime i remember that i'm the president of the class.i just badly feel bad.duh?it's really a big responsibility.u have to do this and that.and if u're class is noisy.u will be the one who will be scolded first.the teachers will always ask the president.damn!i hate the president thing.i just wanted to be like the others.who does what they wanted to.go out like nobody cares.wanna be like.what i am when i'm still in magdalene.without any pressure from the adviser and classmates.haii.i really have to spill it out here.i just wanna clarify.i don't hate nicholas.it's just that.i haven't move on yet.and i feel like.i'm still dreaming.