.bes?i wonder.

.my.my.i've been at the hospital today to visit my bes.and i wonder why i can't even talk to him.i wonder why i feel so awkward when he's around.i'm not like this before.but then it just happen.i really care for him and i do love him.he's my bes afterall but then.guess what.if u ware to ask him whose the better bes between me and the other.he will rather choose the other.lets just call her flirt.well.maybe bcoz he loves flirt but then i can't blame him.i can't even show to him how much i value him.i'm not as expressive as flirt.i'm not like her who always go to the hospital and just really care for him.and i wanna change that attitude of mine towards him.i might be the last option but then as long as i can still pretend that i don't know his answer towards that i will try my best to show him that i'll always be here.i'm not a perfect bes just like the others.i'm mean.i'm bad.i'm insensitive.and if ever he wanted to give up this friendship.i will just strongly accept his decision for i will respect it whole heartedly for i know its my fault why this friendship isn't working anymore.

.for the bicth girl i know.

.i hate you.err.and i really mean it.my gosh.how many times to you have to let my bes feel like you love him though i don't think u really are.can u stop showing that u're concern and you love him if you don't feel the same thing.my bes is really hurt with those actions of yours that you kept on showing to him.i know.my bes loves u.he really do.he even can wait for you until such time that u and ur boyfriend will break up.but then.do you really have plans of breaking up with him?i thought u love my bes but why are u doing this to him?she's still ur bes after all.don't u know that he is really wounded by now.he's sick physically.emotionally.and i know he's tired of waiting for u.but then what u always do is just to show that u care.u love him.and the rest.showing like u are in a boy-girl relationship though u're not.errr.stop being a flirt bitch!cut-it-off.u're so mean.i know i'm mean and unfair to my bes which is ur bes as well.but hurting him without u realizing what u are doing is much more unfair and with this he's badly waiting for u to finally realize that u will choose him over ur boyfriend.but would u do that?i bet u won't.you're afraid of loosing sum1 ryt?that's why u can't let go either ur bes or ur bf.my.my.i really do hate u.don't wanna see u at school.wana drag u down and put you face to the ground and let u realize that choosing among the 2 is the best thing to do.damn.maybe i'm jealous for my bes loves u but u're not deserving of his love.other girls deserves his love more.not a bicth like u!get lost bitch!

.thoughts.thoughts.

.hai.i badly missed doing some blogging.I've been busy lately that's why i've been out for like years.haha.but then.hmmm..this blog entry might be about confusions in life.well.i can say that my 3rd yr life is ol about confusions.hmmm.most probably about frienship.err.i've been encountering lots of problems regarding this one.and it just badly disappoint me.but then.life still goes on and the world doesn't stop from rotating right?i've been like thinking about what do you think is the importance of a bes?err.is is ohwkie if ur the last option as long as both of u are still bes?what about the pride and many egos?err.i really hate this topic.just wanna open it here it my blog.tired of thinking about it.and so tired of seeing flirt girls around.when i mean about flirt.yes.they really are the ones who just can't be contented with only 1 but then they choose to have 2 or more.err.now i've finally prove that not only guys are the flirty ones but same is to the girls.err.

.malling after test

.yesterday is the last day of our examinations.and i'm so hpee for we're done with the study mode and now is the time for u to enjoy once again.we went to atc yesterday with only 10 in our group.haha.we're a little bit short this time compare to our last malling.hehe.we ate at yellow vab.but not ol of us.since we have different types.we even go to all flip flops to check the latest havs but unfortunately the havs there i think is not updates since the designs are olweiz repeated.hmp.instead of watching the movie.we just went to timezone.we have song video-ke there.play air hockey.basketball.quiz bee.wheel of fortune.drummania.deal or no deal.dance revo.and many more.we really enjoy it.then we went to look 4 sumthing to buy.and all the thing we did is to say "ang cute nman".haha.i so love the word.then we went to look for twilight and breaking dawn until we hpeen to meet some students from thomas.den we went to festi.and we have our studio pic.and i hppen to c some nicho and heard some irritating news abt our favorite girl.and i also hppen to talk to my bhezt.my feet really aches.i swear.and when i reach home i thought i'll be having cramps.hehe.that ol 4 now.let's just c nxt month on where are we heading 4.hehe.

.school cramming.

.today is our iP day.grr.h8 it so much.we have lots of stuffs to work on to.yesterday we had our xbyang pagbigkas.in which luckily we've won the 3rd placer.we really worked hard 4 it.we olweriz practice and during our last practice it took us until 7pm.so late.but i enjoi it.haha.den today is iP day.which consist of the egyptian chorvaness.grr.h8 it so much.we had the lowest grade in our class.maybe in the whole level.i'm really mad at sir.vitug for giving us such grade as 8 over 30 since we didn't show to him our effort.damn.sh*t.how can he say that?he just didin't apppreaciate our work.which made me feel really bad.i'm mad today.i thought this would be a hpee day since today is me and my baby bes monthsary but i just happen to be really mad.hate u sir.vitug.grrr.

.my baby bes.

.my baby bes.well.just got some time doing some blog.and one thing that just pops to my head is my baby bes.well.he's someone very dear to me.he's been my best friend for like 3yrs now.i do love him a lot.he's always there at my side everytime i have problems.the one whom i can talk too about everything.when i'm sad he's always there for me.he always lend his shoulders to me when i feel like crying.particularly is i cry at school he will always help me cheer up.try to make me laugh again.make me feel at ease in a way.he's someone who understands me and try to always communicate with me.even though he has his own commitments he never fail in talking and being with me all the times.he's someone i know i'll treasure forever.for he loves me and he cares for me.hai.i don't wanna loose my baby bes.he's the best.love u.mwah.

.strike anywhere.

.today is saturday.so supposed to be it's my rest day.but unfortunately.i don't happen to take a rest.1st in for most.we have to buy our project for tle.with sir vitug and the rest of the officers.it's really an exciting trip on the way to manila.since it's not a field trip or anything.and as always.sir vitug is someone who can really make u laugh so hard.haha.and we have to ride the LRT to reach carriedo.and my.my.that's the 1st tym i've ever rode a LRT.but not a train anymore since i've already rode the shinkansen and local trains at japan.haha.the day is not all happiness but with some drama as well.like.let's say.when hiro approach jill to ask for forgiveness.my.my.what a scene.but as usual.things will always turn to be good if u just talk properly.haha.after buying the project.we ate at jabee.and went back to pacita by like 3pm.but instead of going home directly.the girls decided to go to festival.haha.isn't quite tiring?after manila you will now go to alabang.but that's fine.i really enjoy it.it's really tiring but over all.i realy enjoy my day.i still jave lots of plans for tomorrow.since i still have to attend our practice.gtg guys.